Tuesday, December 30, 2008

Un/reality

I recently re-watched 'Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind', having received it for Christmas and I realised that all of Kaufman's films are essentially about the same thing: reality, and our perceptions. This doesn't make me love his films any less, but the Great Epiphany just hit me while watching. Think about it: 'Eternal Sunshine' considers reality through the reliability (or lack thereof) of our memories; 'Adaptation' ponders who controls reality, by playing with the idea of the film writer creating the world around him; and 'Being John Malkovich' explores the reality of our own identities. At the same time, Kaufman leaves us wondering how in control we are of those realities, of our own destinies. This is especially clear in 'Eternal Sunshine', where the characters find themselves unconsciously reliving the same lives they sought to leave behind.

The themes of destiny and identity were followed up in another film I saw yesterday, 'Vicky Cristina Barcelona'. Nick, Paul and I went to the Nova to see 'Frost/Nixon' on the cheap, but sadly it was sold out. We took the gamble on 'VCB' (Woody Allen can be such a risk!) and happily it paid off. This film was shot SO beautifully (I found myself wandering off the story at times, so taken was I by a camera angle or sound choice), and made me remember just how much I loved Barcelona. It follows two young women on holiday, exploring different ideas of love and 'what they want'. I loved the way the script juxtaposed the ideas of creative spontaneity and sensible stability and found both lacking and tinged with regret and uncertainty. A really clever and worthwhile film, and strangely uplifting, despite the bittersweet feeling with which the characters leave.

We did also see 'Frost/Nixon', by the way. Yup, over four hours of film in one day- we are HARDCORE. Completely different to 'VCB', but 'Frost/ Nixon' was also an excellent film and again had me considering different realities. For me, born in the early 80s, this film focuses on an essentially historical event. There's no personal connection, but I wonder how the film would have effected me had I been old enough to have lived through these events? I think the enormity of such a moment escapes a younger audience, and causes us a completely different experience of the film. I also wondered about the unreal image we have of public figures, and how the disconnection from them as a human being makes it so much easier to vilify them, and hunger for the 'kill', so to speak. 'Frost/Nixon' (and presumably the interviews themselves) were incredibly humanising of Nixon, and left me feeling undeniably sympathetic. I'd love to know whether older Americans found themselves moved (by the film or the interview), having felt a much closer to the subject matter. I imagine the whole affair would exist in a completely different reality for them.

Sunday, December 21, 2008

Creeping on up

Oh look, reports are finished ( in fact, term is finished) and I haven't yet blogged. Oops. I think facebook actually makes me very lazy about blogging, as I figure with a status update I have kept people in the loop that is my life. 

And so, here we are; almost Christmas, which means almost the end of the year. My final weeks of school were so hectic (reports, followed by senior transition, followed by junior transition, followed by packing and relocating my desk, followed by celebrating the end of term) that I've barely had time to keep up with things winding down. And now Christmas peers over my shoulder. Where'd you come from?

The best part about the end of this year is that, for the first time ever, I am being paid for Summer Holidays. Honestly, it makes them SO much more exciting. Having the time to sit and read, or watch movies, or drink coffee, or even CLEAN is given that little bit of extra lustre through being a financed activity. In fact, these are my first Work Free Summer Holidays in TEN YEARS.

Here are my planned holiday activities. (I wish I could put tick boxes next to each item and mark them off as I do them)
- Read the following books for school purposes: "Dinner at the homesick restaurant"; "The Bridge to Wiseman's Cove"; "Shogun"; various stuff on Japanese religions/ shinto/ buddhism/ confucianism.
- Read some other books for pleasure.
- Watch the following films for school purposes: "Witness"; "Look Both Ways"; "Spirited Away/ extra features"; "Tuck Everlasting".
- Watch lots of old films I have been meaning to see for years.
- Use up some of my free movie vouchers :)
- Watch all the rest of Buffy and Angel DVDs I've borrowed from Rami
- Dance lots
- Take up kickboxing (again) or Brazilian Jiu Jitsu. Or pilates (again)
- Catch up with lots of people :)
- Give blood
- Cook lots of yummy food and give dinner parties

Yeah, sounds doable. Wow. I love holidays.